Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Why I stay...
I have an astigmatism when it comes to seeing the hurtful things you do... Your greatness, tho it seems only I see it is what over powers me and helps me come up with excuses as to why I stay... Yea you call me out my name sometimes and get random attitudes that come from places unknown to man, but yet I find a reason to stay... I know they don't see the good you bring out in me but I do and I love how it feels when you make me smile, so I search for something that will help me stay... Though the tears you bring are the billboard for the pain you frequently cause me, I know that you give me reassurance that it's love just as many times, which is why I make up something to say as to why I stay.... You've done the unforgivable and tho it hurt me to the point where I knew I was done, I knew you was gone come back and be regretful and genuinely show remorse, so I gave myself a morally demeaning repetitive excuse to stay... Love conquers all, they don't have understand why or even how come just know that I love you and you are who I choose... If you don't see a future let go, but if you do then work thru it and learn to forget things that will linger and affect the relationship in the long run... If it makes you happy it's worth it or do you think it's not?
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If it makes you happy it's always worth it. That takes care of one of you. I question the person that finds it harder to show their love. It's easy to hold on to something you want, no matter how painful it is for you. The hard part comes when in a moment of weakness when by opportunity and sheer chance you let go ...and regret the decision if not immediately then for the rest of your life.
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