Look Again (prelude)

The carousel of past hurt, harsh words, broken promises, and other minor disappointments that reign vast in a closed to love psyche.. Acceptance of the parts contributed to the wrongdoings endured isn't a choice ready to be made, which in turns manifests an abundance of compiled ignorance... An apology is accepted but only verbally... So many outside sources to blame that knowledge of self involvement is completely disregarded... All signs say "me, I, my, self" but that conclusion is rarely drawn... FFT.. 

Bye Love...

Bye love...

Yes I know when you were here and prevalent you were indestructible... 

I don't question if you were real, but I do wonder if you believed you were here too...

Bye love... 

I can't hold you here(in my heart) anymore but, that place will always have your memoirs...

Things happen...

Bye love...

I faltered, slipped, mistakenly expected more from you, and don't know where I got lost... 

Yes I take blame for parts that contributed to you leaving.. 

Bye love... 

I tried to hide behind my adolescent actions and excuse reality by way of avoiding your effects....

You're not easily swayed to leave...

Bye love.. 

These lessons I hate you for, feelings I blame on you, hurt I can't let go....

"You" not me... 

As much as I say bye and you never leave... As much as I try and fail... What are you trying to tell me, love? 

I want you to leave, you get more comfortable and stay... 

What's the point? FFT..