Hey Doc...

Excuse me sir, could I have your ear? Tell you about a daughter who persevered? That missed a man whose face she couldn't recognize? She of course traveled a rough path, no different than any others struggles, comparatively... But she doesn't know you... She's cried for you with no name to use, sought your embrace but had to settle for nothing but an empty excuse... So as she grew, she used you, as an underlying motivation to be great, but she couldn't avoid the issues it still would create... No she wasn't promiscuous, her mother was more than a wonderful guide, but she did inherit an insurmountable amount of pride....  Sad that she was cheated out of hugs and I'm proud of you's, silly moments all her friends bragged about.. She could only draw her mother and her on her kindergarten family pic, which was funny to those who didn't know why she did it... She would ask about you often, even when she knew the answer was the same, loving you by default.. Times missed that can never be given, don't worry though cause ill hug her for you, let her know I'm proud, that she is loved... No need to apologize, just wanted to share with you an exception, a hurt little girl who blossomed... That's a story not many can tell... A fathers absence is devastating, although conquerable it hampers growth and knowledge of worldly things... And undeservedly she still loves you.. Thanks for your time or lack thereof... 

The fight

A young oppressed boy, mentally filled with hatred by the concepts he's yet to understand the root of, yet he is spoon fed them daily.. Given tools to despise what he's ignorant to before he learns his own real purpose and place in life... Likely not given proper guidance by his creator because the other half spitefully removed the ability to give  the necessary "man" essentials that will enable proper maturity growth... Fighting the absence of the only entity that was desired and needed in conjunction with the stigmas of his pigment, he loses sight of what legit success is... Inadequacies are easily combated with support... The scarcity of progressive fellowship thwarts major growth... Appreciate efforts expressively... Support is a fertilizer that can replace, replenish and recreate... Sons become fathers.. FFT..