On the contrary...

"Why?" Asked the waning heart... Such a frivolous question given the frequency of these types of visits by "heartbreak".... You change the outside, the look, the venues in which you hang, even change some friends... To no avail you finish back where you started and asking the afore mention question. Placing blame on all but the person in the mirror.... The absence of self awareness feeds into insecurities that are cultivating in the repetitiveness of your course of actions and lack thereof, ironically. How can you give so much to factors that lead to the demise of your mind and it's notions for progress, but not stop to care for yourself and interests? Selfishness is often a negative connotation carrying description... But when you love you, loving someone else isn't a task, it becomes natural... So the real question should be "What about me?" asked by you, to you.... FFT